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Wednesday, December 29, 2004

Playing with possibilities

Hello

Just taught a class on the small ball.
a yoga based class that uses a small ball as a way to help body, mind, emotions etc let go into a spaciousness that feels splendid. Our own energy without carrying all the rest less ness of it.
this actually helps one be able to be of service.
it also helps one remember who one is which is the individuating task.
discernment and the capacity to be presence in a world that is constantly changing, rearranging and challenging to see if the center holds.

In unbearable lightness of being there is an exploration of who is watching in each moment. Who is the lighting director, cinematic, choreographer, mythographer, tarot reader............Who is our companion in this moment. What picture would we take of today if the picture could tell a story that could save a life or gracefully honor a life that has crossed into the next world.

blessings and peace
namaste
Larkin

Monday, December 27, 2004

Liminal lightshows and Ancient Peace




Seriously stormy today.
assistance needed all over the world.

and in the liminal inbetween spaces poems are being written and lives are being lived. And the Sagitarian bow is met by the thunderbolt of Jupiter.

Liminal - any in between spaciousness that is and is not.
the in between times when magic is strong.
liminal - sunrise - sunset - ancient peace somewhere now awaiting re turn.
the spiral - all the way to center and returning and centering and

AWEN - is a Welsh word defined as poetic gift or inspiration and also as flowing spirit. A liminal connection between us and the otherworld that results in communication, in songspell, in shapeshifting stories that matter.

stories that cause transformation to be liminally available and that are able to bring forth awen beautifully so that the presence is palpable and present and
Pleasurable and inductive of Peace.

about to get on the free way - such a strange phrase to drive to teach a Yoga Class.
If only the free way was a liminal doorway and not a treacherous roundabout with no real rules except speed. And under the weather..What does that mean.

peculiar -

ah well - blessings to all
and to all a liminal night with awen close and peace palpable and
soul stirring duende strong and transforamtive.

moon is still in cancer.
inhale peace
exhale peace
namaste
Larkin

Sunday, December 26, 2004

Full Moon in Cancer

Holding the tension of the opposites until something New emerges.

the gift of each full moon and today.

Capricorn Sun and Cancer Moon.
earth authority and water emotional creative nurturing.
ones stance in the world, one's connection to home in all it's meanings.

all the watery cancerian awareness of what is truly deeply nourishing.
Cancer ruled by the Moon. Always changing differentiating the deep feelings, from the emotions. Deep feelings like in a very deep body of water - continuous, ever present. Emotions like the sharp twig bumping against an origami project that didn't quite work and getting caught in the wayward folds or the sharp edge of what is moving through.

This Full Moon just past winter solstice. Subtly the days are growing longer. The oak king has defeated the holly king for the next six months.
The green man changing shape and all ways the Great Goddess and her sovereignty ruling all.

Blessings and peace

Saturday, December 25, 2004

Twas the Night before whatever

And to all a splendid night.
mission perhaps successful.
after i type this am going to see if the symboic bridge
to my web is up and happily bridging.

christmas holy daze

it is all lights, longing, epiphanies and
moments when everything comes together.
just enough shadow, just enough light.
just enough randomness just enough
that is absolutely right.

Saturday, December 18, 2004

Mission Improbable

In the process of publishing my blog to my web site I find myself in a dark forest.
it is almost winter solstice. It is long dark nights. Being in a dark forest is not
necessarily a bad thing. actually I quite like dark forests. Particularly in
especially intriguing gothic romances. Though in this moment in order
to let myself enjoy an intriguing gothic romance the blog needs to get published and
to bloody well work.

blessed almost Solstice to all.

Larkin

Saturday, December 04, 2004

somebody has to want something badly

my protagonist..that is truly a strange word. proto type of an antagonist.
well anyway my main character thus far doesn't want anything badly..well actually tht probably isn't true. depening on her perspective she may want it badly..and i guess she does. What the lead character wants should be important. How important?
very very important..life changing..i think so..it is integral to her metamorphosis.

then there needs to be an antagonist or a villain..i have one but i don't like him and i want to create a villain that i quite like..yes..think i'll go do that now.
hm....... what absolute fun.

enjoy the nightttttttttt.aaaaahhhhh yes.

whimsy and wonder within the web of whatever

Last entry detonated when aol made me vanish unceremoniously and with zero warning. sometimes I wonder how aware we really are asked to be.
are we perceptive enough to discern..or discerning enough to be perceptive that something is going to change absolutely in the next moment. one could say this is always true..or that orange was not an especially good choice of a color. Or one could say if one is truly in the moment - experiencing all that is revealed and challenging self to be subtle enough to feel into more than is being revealed ..can we then stear just enough to the left to avoid the unexpected crash of whatever.and can one tell this is posted after the crash...before there was more whimsy and now there is ore and more web .

think i will publish this before it perishes.
be well.

Wednesday, December 01, 2004

within the Alchemical Cauldron

There has all ways been fire.
calcinatio in alchemy the operation of fire.
how much fire is needed for this novel in this moment.
or for this e-mail or blogger post
or nocturnal exploration of the sacred road.
there can be too little fire or far too much
or there can be just enough
The alchemical recipe
fixation of the volatile
volatization of the fixed
set to music
over the stove
of life
turn it on. now.

seriously freezing and beautiful too

Morning

started writing last night in a new way..
a new way is a catch word for everything that is no longer or loner
Scintillating in the old way.
scintillating - that which emits sparks..
like the fool in tarot. the trust the joy in the leap into the unknown.
shall i do a profile here. in the profile section.
depends on who is typing at the particular moment
as what the profile will actually reveal.
there is as much revealed as there is concealed each time we write any no thing
at all. the fool in tarot is zero no thing.
spaciousness before it all begins.
each book needs to start with chapter zero.
the formless out of which everything is then formed.