writing freely from the myriad of life's feelings and moods

I'm off to flow into a free write from the intensity of feelings and to discover what unfolds.

The idea of having many free writes, written from different moods, to draw from in other novel writing helps me to feel the ambuscades a bit less and to almost remember the tone of a wee bit mischievous. I wish I'd written free writes from the myriad of life's moods all my life. I have always written freely but in an abundantly expansive way, the focus has grown as the years tumble by. What a wealth of moods to draw from while writing, focused feeling/mood writings would and will be. I remember life's vagaries, vignettes and the cutting of virtual veins (a rather intense image that just landed here), but to have the images and immediacy written down, would be better.

Sometimes, when I dive into the feelings they grow stronger and can slip into the rest of the day/daze. Ah well, I will see. I desire my readers to have feeling experiences as they read my novels; perhaps that is why I am reminded what this anguished despair feels like. I accomplished a great deal of writing while in a long committed relationship, now back in being single land and eventually dating my writing seems less protected, I will protect it, I am protecting it, I am single....dang it.